To double – cross

To double-cross is to sign away,

your every promise,

In every way.


To betray a friend is a wave of right,

To every trust,

In every sight.


To make it known, your lack of care,

Is to strip a heart,

And leave it bare.


When you then feel they’ve drifted afar,

They will just seem like,

A distant star.



Next time you wonder and question why,

That person has left,

Cause’ you made them cry.


Tarot card of the day



Card of the day is –

4 of pentacles (minor arcana)pents04

To start off, the immediate word  is possessiveness, and this does not so much have to be about materialism. Although generally the figure in the card is holding on tight to his riches. He has pentacles under his feet. This card praises and gives recognition to hard work you have put in to your financial life. It asks you to not fear losing what you have worked for and release the control and fear regarding loss. Release the grip a little bit and you will feel more relief. Ground yourself and remove fear, as fear creates blocks and barriers.

Possessiveness comes in many forms,  people, materialism, ideas, situations, mentalities, and so on.  Maybe you are holding onto control of a situation. What is it that you are afraid to lose control of? Are you holding onto your protective barriers? Your pride? Your old way of thinking? The past? your status? The relief will come when you let go. Maybe you need to let go of the illusion that you need to control every detail, or that you have to overpower to get across. The figure on the card is on the defence. Are you having trouble with trust? Maybe you are not trusting that the immediate future will have your best outcome. Maybe you don’t trust others with your possessions. Are you facing financial decisions that require risk?  Are you trying to control your  emotional pain externally  to control how you feel ? Unhealthy behaviour that harms our bodies, such as drinking and overindulgence. let go and let it pass. Don’t hold onto fear, it only generates more and you will find yourself in a vicious cycle. Focusing on your defence will not leave room for much else. This card may also ask you to find value in the non- materialistic dynamic, Such as the little moments in life, family, friends, experiences and hidden blessings. Being controlling or possessive of materialism will tire you and you are better off projecting your energy into more wholesome experiences. When it comes to daunting and new experiences , release the control and let the universe unfold what it will.

Are you holding onto the past? It’s time to look forward and release the anchor, new chapters are on the horizon!

Often when we try to hold control of a situation we may find ourselves trying to control others in the process. Or even just controlling others for fear of losing them.  Just let go of that energy my friends. You are allowed to relax a little!

Releasing the Anchor



Prodding and pushing,

I feel my heart rip,

I left it exposed,

now I have nothing to grip.


Community and family,

they say are the base,

they keep you together,

but I cant keep a straight face.


Independence vs support,

I have little of both,

not knowing what is true,

keeps my vision distort.


Behind all the taunting,

what lies beneath?

what are the intentions?

where is the relief?


If light does not surface,

I’ll have to go,

am I just delusional?

how can I know?


Are you for or against me?

do you wish me the best?

do you care how I’m feeling?

I’m rebuking this test!


I’m looking for “clean”,

I’m looking for light,

I’m searching for  peace,

I’m not looking for fights.


My anger is a hypocrite,

I want to let go,

of past hurts and bruises,

that sink me so low.


Release the anchor,

release the past,

no more carrying people,

no more finishing last.






Card of the day- 22/may/17 – The Hermit

Today I have pulled a tarot card, for a general collective guidance for viewers.



The Hermit ( Major Arcana)


Evidently some heavy energy has been present. The Hermit asks us to find all the answers and sought out clarity inward. Look inside and use your intuition to feel your way through this period. We can make ourselves crazy on trying to make a decision  or gain understanding. Spend some time with yourself where your judgement is  not clouded by others opinions. You have everything you need to find your way through. You may have so many energies directed at you during this time but  stay grounded and connected within. Be aligned with your heart. Seek and act  to align your heart with the  external goals and dreams you have in your life. You may find yourself in a relationship that may be suffocating or intense to the point where you have lost some sense of direction or self, or you at feel like you are trying to please everyone and not looking at your own needs. Retreat and take time to replenish your focus and inner well-being. If you are in a work situation where you are caught In between unethical situations , remove yourself from the negativity and know your intentions. If faced with moral dilemma’s, ground yourself and take a break.  You may find yourself in a state of spiritual searching during this time and as a result may attract certain lessons and people into your life. The Hermit asks you to take some time to process your mind, heart and focus. All in all, take some time alone to replenish. You may feel the need to spend some time alone, this is for a reason. This is a strong pulling energy. We should listen to what we feel, it always indicates a need that requires attention, Whether it’s health wise, or inner- well being.


Many Trains

Destiny is like a trip, with many stops and starts,

With many red, and green lights,

Speeding through like darts.


Opportunities await me, they seek to pull me in,

I sought to find what’s truly mine,

Lost time pricks like a pin.


Poking me and calling, what will your choice be?

To take this offer or let it go,

Is this truly good for me?


Extensive analysing, where will this take me?

Standing at the station,

But there are many trains I see.


No need to fear,  for many doors are open

No guilt for letting go,

Of what had made you broken.


When they say the train has passed, It doesn’t mean a lack

Of opportunities and chances,

The universe has your back.


Stand tall at your station, and watch the trains come through,

We are forever given life lines,

Green lights with guiding signs too.