Have you ever felt a longing for something, but you don’t even know what it is?

You don’t know what it is that you long for, but you know it’s there. Perhaps it’s the sensing of a presence of an event or person that you don’t even have in your life. You find happiness and gratitude in your life but you feel that pull, it’s an emotion, a missing piece, a hole to be filled. You know you are blessed, and you are working toward your goals, but something is tickling your spirit whispering “ find me”. A touch of frustration, and eagerness but the patience tames your feeling.  You can feel it’s breeze whenever you are quiet. You hope  it’s not an everlasting game of hide and seek, because the universe seems to be an expert at that game, and you are not. Sometimes you get given a hint, and you find a blessing. It can feel encouraging to chase the wind, so to say, but at other times you wonder if it will ever lead you anywhere. In every situation you seem to compare this feeling to what other people bring and situations and it doesn’t compare, so you keep moving, to match your life to this feeling in your soul. What I think I want to say is keep following it, who knows where it will lead. I think if you have faith, the world could be yours.

This perspective is beautiful- web of happiness

good vibes

Have you thought about it this way ? – If we can make 1 person happy a day, or a good deed a day, do you see how it adds up? 1 person a day, 365 people a year. Given this thought, we make multiple people smile a day, so can you imagine how much joy one person can spread on their own.  Two people a day makes 730 occasions of spreading joy. Can you imagine how much  the average person spreads joy? Take  5 times a day which would make 1,842 occasions of joy to share. The point is, we think we are powerless in the world, but just like the butterfly affect , our actions cause a ripple affect. Therefore we can be aware of how often we are making someone happy or smile, but are we noticing how many times we are doing the opposite? Maybe just your mood alone can spread negativity, affecting some around you, then they may also spread this around too. It’s worth thinking about. We as individuals often feel that we are powerless to change the world. This may not be the case, in fact I believe that we are powerful and we all affect each other and bounce off each other in positive and negative electric vibratory charges. Thinking through this perspective, it can feel like a sense of measurement of the value of spreading joy. We all affect each other, and you don’t even realise it. The person you just gave a dirty look to, has felt the affect of it and went back to the office feeling defensive, thus surfacing through interactions for a period of time, may be brief may be hours. That person you just smiled to on the street has smiled back to you and you may have momentarily distracted them from a negative emotion , and they have felt the positive charge. Do we see now, the impact one can have? Let’s just keep smiling regardless of challenges.lets just keep spreading our good vibes out into the world. Even just walking by feeling happy will ultimately affect those in your vicinity consciously or subconsciously.  🙂

Opinions on good and bad

I have been thinking about a few things lately and I was contemplating the answers to these questions.

1. What makes someone a good person and what makes someone a bad person?

2. How can you tell if a person genuinely wishes the best for you and is not secretly taking delight in your failures as I tend to see often ?

Much appreciate, thanks.

A Positive Message- An Unexpected Mantra

As time ran through my playlist today, I was washing my dishes and a song came on that I usually skip. For whatever reason. I left it on, I had previously dismissed it to a casual love song. I didn’t realise it was so much more than it’s title. Take a look at the lyrics.

Axwell feat. Errol Reid – Nothing But Love

If you see me walking down the street
(I got nothing but love for you)
Even if you’re trying to diss me
(I got nothing but love for you)
It don’t matter if I’m riding high or low
(I got nothing but love for you)
No matter where I’m about to go


I got nothing but love for you
I got nothing but love for you
I got nothing but love for you
I got nothing but love for you
I got nothing but love for you


You may have a different point of view
(I got nothing but love for you)
I don’t care if it ain’t the same to me
(I got nothing but love for you)
If I see you riding high and low
(I got nothing but love for you)
It don’t matter what you say or do


As you can see this song consists of the theme of no matter what someone says, does, thinks, projects toward you, to combat it with positive energy which In turn is love. You show me aggression, I show you love. You show me anger, I show you love, You put me down I show you love. There are only 2 short versus and the rest of the song is this manta repeating itself over and over. It is a positive affirmation to identify with. If someone shows you their ugliness, show them love and positivity. it’s good for you, it’s good for them and it’s excellent self discipline. If you can unlock that power and love within to be able to do that then you have a powerful took against darkness.


I lower myself

My anger, a beast, a demolisher,

will entangle you, make you tremble,

you requested it, I give it,

you thought you were above it,

you cant even face it.

My anger is last, he comes out when ripped out.

You challenge me, you lose.

where are the soul guards? do you call it karma?

why is justice always delayed ?

serve it now, get it over with already.

a gentle person, my true nature,

you bought out the darkest side of me.

that is all you can identify with in me,

darkness is your language,

to communicate with you, I lower myself,

because you don’t speak light.

did you get your fix?

you feed off of sorrow, especially mine.

you devour people’s happiness.

You are the destruction of my progress.

to hate your own daughter is your demon.

don’t bring it to me, I reside with the light.


Twin soul

A dedication to twin hearts … 

Love within ,

Love without ,

You can feel it’s real,

Without a doubt.

Lift you though ,

And lift you high,

Of darkness within ,

Right into the sky.
The heaven beholds,

Your soul is in awe,

It’s found it’s half ,

It’s deep in its core .
Electric connections ,

Sparks a flame,

It’s hit you right now ,

Life won’t be the same.
Love is pure ,

It shows it’s power,

Of creation and living ,

In every star , every flower.
Flesh and love ,

Love and flesh ,

In and out ,

My soul undress .

Make me pure,

Heal my heart ,

For so many lives ,

We’ve lived apart .
My flame my half,

My only one,

I am your moon ,

And you are my sun. 

Letter To My Future Self


I have recently come across a website that allows a person to write a letter to their future self, and then to have it emailed to them at any preferred date. It could be a year, 2,3, 5 years.  When I came across this I was instantly touched. I felt a sense of love to the thought of communicating to our future selves.

I began to think what I would send to myself, I felt slightly toned down as I wasn’t sure what I would even say. Especially as this is a confusing time for me. I then closed the tab and thought I would get back to it when I had something to say. I guess what I could mostly write was the hope I had for myself to be able to get out of this horrid mess I find myself in. To make sure I got myself on my feet. To wish myself all the things I think I need and want. It is an interesting idea. We can set or assess our goals and work toward them as to not let our future self down when we read through the letter. it encourages us to connect to ourselves  within and reach out at what we hope for ourselves and realise what we want to tell ourselves. I suggest to send ourselves some love as we often are very hard on ourselves and tend to think we are unlovable. But that is not the truth as we are made from God’s love, therefore we are love. We just need to realise it so we can live it. I mean not just knowing but truly believing it.

link – https://www.futureme.org/



Happy new year 

Happy new year everyone, I can’t say 2017 has been the best year but I know the endurance of it will make me strong as steel for 2018. I hope we can all have a better year this time around. I pray for blessings and most of all clarity and answers. That is what I want most of all ; clarity and answers. I pray your 2018 is spectacular and very rewarding. Let’s do this ❤️ charge through people ! 

Heart and intuition disabled? Is freedom an illusion?

I am starting to grow weary of the same old advice. “the answers are within” or “listen to your heart”. The problem with those who ask for help and those who receive that advice is that those who seek guidance of that sort have already ignored their heart so much that they are not able to recognise the voices heart over logic and circumstance. Our hearts voice is covered by fear, pain, programming and loneliness. No one has the answers so they advise us to listen to our heart. How does one do that after much neglect to our deep feelings. Feeling out of reality from those big crossroads of decisions that we avoid making and we feel unprepared so panic sets in. Follow your heart, follow your intuition they say, heck some even say follow logic. After much suffering we don’t know which voice is which anymore.  It’s logic verses pain.  Delaying decisions causes agony and not knowing causes just the same. I mean give it a break can’t we just get help when all parts of decision making are shut down? Maybe being alone is best , no heart wrenching decisions, no one affected besides yourself. Maybe being alone you don’t have to worry about being understood and feeling let down when we aren’t understood.

Where the heck did my compass and internal navigation go huh? cmon I need it back. I try to hide but there’s no such place that deep to hide it all…I tell you one thing, a heart this deep can only be overlooked by the weak and hollow….is freedom an illusion ?

Lorna Byrne – The woman who talks to angels



Lorna Byrne , a woman from Ireland who proclaims she has the ability to see angels and that we ourselves have our own personal guardian angel. Every person of every faith, race , regardless of whether you believe in a God or not. Historically angels appear throughout every religion and faith as messengers, helpers and guides. For thousands of years, humans have looked up to and requested the help of angels to assist in miracles and everyday life. We tend to think of them as loving, strong, and pure beings, God’s helpers to assist his creation. Lorna Byrne claims that she has been seeing angels since she was born. As a child she did not understand that they were only visible to her and that she thought they were part of her family. Lorna Byrne was diagnosed with severe dyslexia , leaving her with basically barely any skills of reading and writing, which as a child this diagnosis was not recognised, and she was labelled as “slow and retarded”. For this reason her angels have told her from a young age to not reveal her ability to see angels, But that in the future she would write many books. Regardless of her dyslexia, Lorna Byrne’s first three books had made the top selling list of London. Being well known in Europe within 5 years she has made a big name for herself, providing people with hope and love. Her first top selling book is called ‘Angels in my hair’.

She claims that there are angels with all sorts of assignments, such as guardian angels and a group of angels she calls “the unemployed angels” who wander between the heavenly plains and earth just waiting to assist people when requested. She also says these angels can take the form of humans to help them even with little things like helping someone carry a bag, or help a mother with a child.  Do you not find this incredibly beautiful and comforting? I remember a recent time with my 2 year old at the time, single mother, struggling, and his behaviour was very wrestless day in and out. Another day at the mall with his tantrums, crying on the floor. I had reached a point where I was holding back tears of giving up. Am I a failure? I couldn’t get him up with any strategy I took. A young man looked at him and me , approached us and   kneeled beside him, took his hand, and helped him up. He said gently “ c’mon, don’t cry . Listen to your mother, go with her” my son stopped his crying, and looked mystically into his eyes. The kind man with the magic touch wiped his tears away with his hand. My son returned to me and held my hand. The man smiled  and walked away. I felt this was a magical spiritual moment and I felt relieved.  I feel it was a great small example of an unemployed angel. In most cases angels will  intervene when we ask for it, seeing as we have free will, they help at our command. In other cases they intervene when there is danger if our time is not yet up. Lorna Byrne claims to have conversations with archangels such as Michael, and Elijah. You can see in her face and aura that she is filled with calm love and purity of heart. A truly gifted woman who has been through much hardship as a child with all those labels placed on her due to her severe dyslexia, and the loss of her husband in which she anticipated the whole time. As a child the angel Elijah warned her that she would meet a man and marry him, and that he would die early due to health reasons. With all her strength she did meet and marry this man, and sure enough he did pass away. But she was not angry, for she knew how beautiful heaven was.

Lorna Lovingly repeats that we are specs of light from God, and that we never die, just our bodies. That spec of light is a part of God, and we return to him. She sees angels all over the streets and around people. Crowds of them among us This is truly beautiful. This gives us a refreshing and warm perspective. Often times in this harsh reality we can feel plenty alone, but Lorna Byrne says “ you are not alone”.

She is able to physically converse with them, and hear their voices, and see them around everyone. Lorna says that our guardian angel is the gatekeeper to our soul , and is the one angel that can never leave you. She claims that America is special, as it is a nation that brings people of various religions, faith and races into one land, and that they need to work together. That we have to remember that we are all praying to God, but just in different ways, there is no need to fight over God. She finds herself being drawn to America a lot, for it is an important nation for unity. Lorna Byrnes has been seen in many churches, she has prayed in mosques and seen angels all around, she herself is a Roman Catholic. Unity is important, and it doesn’t have to be so harsh in the world. She promotes unity, and gives the gift of hope and love to us all. I truly believe everything Lorna says. Everything she speaks of is beautiful and pure. Unity is very important. I advise you to watch this documentary if it sparks an interest.